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Who Am I? Im C l a i r s e n t i e n t .
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-new yr cum confusion? --
Friday, 1 January 2010 1/01/2010 10:53:00 am
i really had my fun on new yr's eve gathering slept at 3plus am today. turnout was great with presence of fang, ivan, min, ying, ryhan,jing, ruibao, jian hui, hansong a small-y gathering can be so heartwarming&cozy.
it needless be a grand affair nor one that needs to be filled of crowd so simple yet so beautiful. exchanging christmas prezzie cake cutting catching up fireworks at marina slacking at macdonald all is blissful and well ----------------------------
My emotions:
hmm wad kind of feeling is this yesh, there's bitta liking but you try to avoid him initially u start observing his behaviour at the corner of ur eyes. u pre-ampt his action ur feeling tells u, he will appreciate ur care but in ur thots u only see him as a younger brother. am i deciphering it correctly?
here's an old folktale about a giant who removes his own heart, locks it in a series of metal boxes, and buries the whole conglomeration. Thereafter, his enemies can stab or shoot him, but never fatally. Of course, he also loses the benefits of having a heart, such as happiness. The giant sits around like Mrs. Lincoln grimly trying to enjoy the play, until he's so miserable he digs up his heart and stabs it himself. This grisly parable reminds us that refusing to love is emotional suicide. Yet many of us fight like giants to guard ourselves from intimacy, boxing up our hearts in steel-hard false beliefs. "I'm unlovable" is one such lockbox. "Everyone wants to exploit me" is another. Then there's "I shouldn't feel that" and "I have to follow the rules," etc. Whatever your own heart-coffins may be, notice that they're ruining your happiness, not preserving it.